Who am I? (chaos) I am my own disbelieve I am my fear The only one that listens to my soul I am the one you hear I listen to my own hopefull words Knowing which part is true I am the one who give most hurt I am my feeling blue I am stoned I am drunk I know exactly how far i've sunk I am the fear of failure Strechted out through the night You are the one I lure When you make me feel right I am the smartest foul You'll ever come across You may even think I rule And then I build my cross I am a martyr when I've won I cry when I see the sun I feel pain when in pleasure Give away my only treasure Don't feel so much for me When I see beauty around me It's the fact that I can't compete When I'm in my lonely seat And I fight not to get out Scream and shout The answer lies in yourself they say Meanwhile I cannot stay Waiting for my fight to stop Building castles on the top The load may collapse the foundation Because of goals and too much frustration And you made me realize once again Like a dog without a bone The reason for my pityness I am the one that feels alone